Window to My Secrets

From a small town, but my heart belongs to somewhere greater. I don’t know exactly where that is, but I will not settle for anything less. This is my blog that reveals my aspirations, admirations and idolizations. This is the window to my secrets. This is me.

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Oops

… I did it again.

I think I have serious issues.

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How do you…

tell a guy that he was a mistake…

to stop contacting you because everything between the both of you was some sort of rebellious act that was temporary. he means nothing to u, and you regret EVERYTHING that happened.

how?

yeeh, i’m here bein your friend and all, replyin to you once in a blue moon… but I can’t help but feel disgusted… absolutely repulsed.

I’m an idiot

wtf was I thinking?!

No, nigga… I don’t wanna chill.

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Don’t you…

sometimes wonder how it’d be if you were to be that one girl that any of your exes or “gentleman friends” ended up with? How different their lives would be if you were that girl and how much of an impact you’d make on them. I look at some of them and think wow, if that were me, I know I’d make him happier than her. You take a second to compare how things would be if he married her versus if he married you. No competition. But the one thing you knew for sure is that it would be different. You kinda feel bad and want to attempt to change that, but of course reality strikes and you come to realize that it’s not possible. Either because you are happy with the person you’re with currently or because you don’t want to end up with that person… But still want to make THAT impact on their life. I think of shit like that, I do.

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I’m seriously

…playing with fire

But, I like it.

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